It is now December 11, 2025. Sitting in front of the computer and reflecting on the past month, I realize that November passed by in a very "unremarkable" way, almost as if it were just one day, repeating the cycle of going to work, coming home, eating, and sleeping. But is there any way to break this cycle?
So I thought to look back at the summary I wrote for November 2024, and to my surprise, it started with, "After bidding farewell to Double Eleven, we welcomed Double Twelve. As always, if Double Eleven is a gimmick, then Double Twelve is an even bigger gimmick." I can say this again. The discounts on e-commerce platforms cannot be said to be nonexistent; they can only be described as "small benefits that do not reach the people." Also, the care from my partner remains unwavering, reminding me that I need to take measures to keep warm during winter. I prepared blankets, fluffy slippers, windbreakers, thermal underwear, etc., to enhance my cold resistance. A few days ago, they reminded me to wear a hat and wrap a scarf while riding my bike, which was very thoughtful.
On another major topic—food—I have recently decreased my frequency of going to the cafeteria, opting instead to indulge in meals outside. Although the prices at restaurants are not as attractive as those in the cafeteria, the flavors and textures are superior. I also believe that enjoying good food and drink is just as important as dressing well; it shouldn't be a place to save money. I should also mention that the cafeteria has limited-time sales for steamed hairy crabs at 8.8 yuan each, and I was fortunate enough to have tried one. After eating and drinking well, I naturally wanted to have some fun (commonly known as seeking entertainment). Unfortunately, I have basically explored all the places nearby, so I can only attempt to expand my map on weekends. With the help of my electric scooter and the public transport network, I managed to discover a few new places, mostly large supermarkets, small shops, or small parks.
Lastly, I must mention work. This topic is one I really don't want to discuss; no wonder "work" and "life" are two opposing words. To work means no life, and to live means no work. However, I can ensure that this year's annual meeting will not be my responsibility, which makes things a bit easier. Other work progress is slow, and the foreseeable future is also slow. High-intensity thinking is taxing on brain cells, and in the end, I barely graduated, resulting in varying degrees of brain damage, which is actually a negative optimization for my subsequent career development. Yet, I still cannot understand why this is the case.
Just like the quote from "Demian," "What I want is nothing but to live according to my own heart. Why is it so difficult?"